© Eileen Ridge 1996
This is a piece about Hurricane Bertha, which came barreling up the East Coast in 1996. I was living alone in Nags Head, a bit north of where the storm made landfall (in the States) along the southern North Carolina coast. I’d just gotten my first laptop, and I marveled at being able to write on the computer, temporarily off the power grid. A week ago, Sandy devastated much of the East Coast (and parts beyond), while largely sparing us, reminding me of this old poem, which I wrote as a string of haiku in a sort of stream-of-consciousness fashion. Shortly after I wrote it, it was my joy to perform it with Mick Vaughn playing bass in a duo we called “Cosmic Leaf.”
a hurricane nears
and what I notice is the
first few drops of rain
they give her a face
Bertha’s the name that’s chosen
barkeeps make new drinks
it’s quarter to three
in the morning I listen
raindrops on the deck
breezes move the trees
cars on the highway head north
sad vacationers
two fifty seven
a.m. and I’m glad I’m home
to close the windows
now the wind chime sounds
it’s starting to blow southeast
should have bought water
should have bought plywood
another year the same scene
should have planned better
closed the south window
bruised shin on the rocking chair
quiet curse dammit
heavy heavier
a torrent dumps on my roof
drowns out highway noise
all of us wonder
where the storm will make landfall
pray we’re spared again
but if our prayers bring
disaster to some others
what success is that?